The hit on my stomach hurts,fucker is that word that can describe me. IT hurts till now.I turn around ask you if you really going you told me i was crazy and jealous over too much small thing,phy co and said why do you even want to be with me?.I tried to talk but it was ignored.I am a man i made mistake.I walked away.Reaching the junction i turned back to catch a one last glimpse of you.Tears rolled down my cheeks.Third time.The last bus ticket was fold and kept in my wallet.Catching the last look of everything around me the busstop everything.Bus 70 came and made my way to the Mrt.Everything seems so different people look weird giving me one look,the mrt station was like so so dark,NOthing seems to be right.Met up with derek and i was really out of words when i saw him.Nothing can descride how sad i was.I really did not know what to do.TILLNOW.I went around to find the thing my heart really told me to buy and need to search for it.I went around looking for it.It was found back to the place where we bought it and it was the last piece.I Realli dont know why did i bought it as she is already gone.Typing this blog post looking at muffin this time round when i put muffin on my table she stay still andlaid side by side with my hp.Is she hinting me to call her, msg her?.For the first time muffin did not run about.I REAlli dont know.hanging on still.The elmo and cookie monster will stay together.