Everything will be try to be forget after today.If u ask me about memories and all sort of things that i used to have in the past i had totally forgotten everything.But maybe some people need time.This few days had been quarrelling with baby.I think everything was my fault.I am trying thinking my best how to be not demanding,oversensitive, petty,dumb,fuckup,not understanding,not caring,selfish,foolish,not thoughtful and lastly i think i am not a sweet boyfriend:( So what kind of boy friend i am?i kept questioning myself.I think if anyone grade me from A-Z i might not fall on Z but maybe i will fall on grade Z-.Seriously i am trying my best to change.All the thing we had been through for the past one month plus from those happy things till those emo stuff i am still happy and never ever regretted that i i love u.Sometimes for me although i feel emo i prefer not saying out even if i felt super super sad or hurt.I will keep it all by myself like how i did for the past few days.I felt dumb whenever we quarrelled cause i will just talk to our baby muffin.But all she could do is gave me the blur look.From the first day we went out when i was supposed to see you home only once but now i nearly does it everyday.I dont mind doing anything for you.EVERTHING.cause if loving you was wrong i rather not to be right:)From all the quarrelling and fighting i learnt from a lot of things from it.SORRY i dont meant some things i had said baby:( I LOVE YOU.
If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone Don't tell me I will make it on my own Don't leave me tonight, This heart of stone will sink till it dies If you leave me tonight. I know i am not the only one for you but you are always the only one for me.